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    February 19

    Ne Rien

    Nobody!
      Ik denk dat
    nobody would care one bit.
    wenn ich darf mich selbst zu sein.
    was ich auch immer gewesen bin.
    unaqaint perhaps, if
      ik tot het einde
    If i would have kept the story
    im Leben.
    assez entendus de l'idiot
     
    van Nederland
    il est lui-même encore,
    Thanks to dark brown eyes,
    who look at him with amazing grace.
    with some love undeniable
    obwohl es billig ist und nicht
      duur

    zoals dat ooit eens was.
    Vrijwillig, van banden ontdaan.
    Zoals een verhaal had moeten zijn.


    ;)
    February 18

    -

    Time and only time, can pass you by.
    As words, and decisions flow by.
    We slowly evolve, into what we call;
    ’ourselves’ And ourselves, can be, who we
    Want to be. We can be, what we want to be.
    We can’t always succeed.
    Nor can we always win.
    Neither will we ever trust one another.
    It’s a trust, that only comes at the end.
    When all hopes have been dashed.
    And all dreams and hearts broken.
    It’s when ‘loss’ becomes apparent.
    It’s when we lose,
    That the true us emerges.

    And though you lose,
    Nobody has any victory,
    Over you.

    You

    It was at the beach in Venice
    You, somewhere alone beneath a life patrol house,
    Me, standing 10 meters away from you,
    And I never told you.
    I Was 10 meters close,
    But it was to dark,
    And just as sanity had to kick in,
    Some crazy little thing called love,
    Prevented me from fulfilling, what I could have done.
    10 meters,
    ,
    That’s not even far.
    Andrea Bocelli, was right.
    He was blind, and I was walking on his beach.
    So I became blind. And looked, for the wrong person.
    I made A mistake,
    10 meters of mistake,
    Made Bocelli make me pay,
    With months in return.
    Well, I’m not perfect.
    Never will be.
    So
    What’s next, Graceful tears of solitude?

    February 13

    gewoon mooi:

    Too Much Love Will Kill You - Brian may
    I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
    Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
    I'm far away from home
    And I've been facing this alone for much too long
    I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
    About growing up and what a struggle it would be
    In my tangled state of mind
    I've been looking back to find where I went wrong
    
    Too Much Love Will Kill You
    if you can't make up your mind
    Torn between the lover and the love you leave behind
    You're headed for disaster 'cos you never read the signs
    Too Much Love Will Kill You - every time
    
    I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be 
    And it seems like there's no way out of this for me
    I used to bring you sunshine
    Now all I ever do is bring you down
    How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
    Can't you see that it's impossible to choose
    No there's no making sense of it
    Every way I go I have to lose
    
    Too Much Love Will Kill You 
    just as sure as none at all,
    It'll drain the power that's in you 
    Make  you plead and scream and crawl
    And the pain will make you crazy
    You're the victim of your crime
    Too Much Love Will Kill You - every time
    
    Too Much Love Will Kill You
    It'll make your life a lie
    Yes, Too Much Love Will Kill You
    And you won't understand why
    You'd give your life you'd sell your soul
    But here it comes again
    Too Much Love Will Kill You
    In the end.......
    In the end.
    February 09

    !!!Announcement!!!

    Noticed the new category, maybe you have, maybe you haven't. It's worth reading.
    Please remind, I did not put in all the good stuff, some just remind me af a different, ugly past.
    Also it must be read, in the logic of time, and some statements are no longer valid today.
    Anyway, have fun reading!

    pro-valentine

    De werkelijkheid laat nog te wensen over.

    Dus,

    Althans dat denk ik,
    Dan geloof ik maar niet.
    Ik denk niet dat ik geloof.

    Dus geloof ik niet dat ik denk?
    Of denk ik niet dat ik geloof?
    Ik geloof dat ik denk,
    want geloven doe ik niet

    Althans
    Dat denk ik dus.
    Waarom, waarom zoiets geloven?
    Als je ook zoiets kunt denken?

    Zoiets zit in je denken,
    of je gelooft erin.
    Maar zoiets is er wel,
    Dat denk ik dan.

    Maar wie ben ik om te denken?

    Tja, je gelooft me maar.
    maar ik denk niet dat,

    Zoiets te geloven valt,

    Zoiets is gewoon,
    of niet.
    Zoiets laat zich wensen,
    of niet.

    Maar als we denken
    dat het gewoon is.
    Dus er niet meer in geloven
    Dan denken we verkeerd.

    Want zoiets is heel mooi
    Dat hoop ik althans,
    Nee,

    Ik weet het denk ik zeker.

    Dacht zij er maar ook zo over,
    maar ze gelooft me niet.



    February 08

    anti-valentine

    the boy, wasn't he cute,
    15 roused, and sweet.
    Sat just beside her mute.
    on the blue thatched seat.

    there is nothing more beautiful,
    then you of wich i am aware
    It  was surelly undoubtfull
    all the love we could share

    but it takes two mi amore
    And it follwed in dispute
    ending with boy on floor
    since the girl had to shoot.

    this poem's obvious moral,
    Is that in case of a horny boy
    pull your gun during the quarrel
    And shot his blameful joy!

    Happy valentine


    February 05

    life:

    First, life is given to you. By your father, and mother. In a way, you at first don't want to imagine.
    Then you are a child, you learn the wonders of your body and of the world. being kept warm between your nice parents, and growing healthy and strong. The again some don't.
    Then you reach puberty, you are having the time of your life, hanging out with friends, discovering girls ad beer. You suddenly become aware of the rest of the world, and the miraculous stuf called beer. Then again, some don't.
    The you are an adult, possibly married, doing the job you have studied for so long, earning your money, travelling abroad. And raising children of yourself, giving the warmth given too you by your own parents. Then again some don't.
    Then when you are old, you enjoy the freedom, see you own children as adults, and their children, telling them stories of things you seen yourself, and things you learnt in your life. And then on a specific day, lying in your bed, next to the one you love, you day, happily. Then again some don't.

    You see, in this case, Some, is all of you. Everyone no exceptions. We all want to be happy, in a sort of way, and only few manage. And honeslty, a while ago, about a year or so, i was happy. Really, isn't that weird? And, My parents divorced that year. And I was given threats that i might have to go to another school. But I was happy. And I had my reasons. If you want you can guess, I'm not telling, sorry.
    It had it's reasons that i was happy, and one of those reasons is now slowly going away. It's leaving me, alone, it never respected me, i hear, but leaves me. And although it never respected me, for who I was, Who i could become, it's leaving me. And It doesn't make me happy. So Some is me. And once you go Some, you never go back.
    Well, I never was 'normal' Sorry, i confess.
    But a little respect, doesn't everyone deserve that?. Or just a little bid of trust. The answer is NO!
    We don't know everyone, and we don't trust people that are different. In this case there are no Some's everyone is the bloody same. Some are just a little bid better though. They really fuck up for no reasons. Luckely, I lost that part of me a long time ago. People don't trust others.
    And It's true, you shouldn't trust others, they Can hurt you, they Can steal from you, they Can take away your trust. And They CAN decieve you. Yes
    We should be so afraid. We should be afraid of everyone, If those bloody friends you have been close to, for years now. No, Hell no, don't trust those, they know you, they can really hurt you! O man, they can really make you sick! Wow.

    If this is the moment you got afraid. Yeah they can, and they do. But hardly ever. If it happend once to you, it will probably not happen to you in the following hmm 20 years? You see humans have another thing, or many more things, besides the fear of what COULD happen.
    That's hope, logic, wisdom, love, strength, hate, pain, warmth, compassion, guts, freedom and common sense. And many more probably. You see, fear of what could happen, is but one of your emotions. But somehow we let it control the biggest part of our lives. If it were politics fear would have been the monarch since time began.
    So don't fear, live. Seriously live. Who cares if live will hurt or heal you, maybe you will become happy, maybe you will become sad.
    Just stop
    Seriously stop being so afraid. You can achieve everything, as long as you have the will.
    So, If Some means living a life without fear, Then their is still hope, for those who dare to be themselves, and have a little faith in humanity.

    Have a goodnight rest,
    And perhaps we will meet again one day, maybe even a monday,
    Just Smile, And i will recognize you ;)

    Frederik