Pain, PAIN PAIN!!!!We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

i will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a seconds worth of how my story's ending. and i wish i could know if the directions that i take and all the choices that i make won't end up all for nothing.

show me what it's for. make me understand it. i've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer. is there something more than what i've been handed? i've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer.

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

help me carry on. assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes to navigate the darkness. will the ending be ever coming suddenly? will i ever get to see the ending to my story?

so when and how will i know?..................
how much further do i have to go? how much longer until i finally know? because i'm looking and i just can't see what's in front of me, in front of me!

I loved you so, Why can't anybody love me?

Yesterday, I was happy. I was more happy then I had ever been. I was loved, And I could love in return.

Now, I have nothing. Nothing at all. And my life feels as if it died a silent dead. If I go today, please don't think it was stupid of me to do so...

--"Learn as if you would live forever, live as if you would die tomorrow."-- Gandhi (1869 - 1948)

I gazed, I gaze more often. Into blue puddles of stories, and thoughts. As if they are deeper then an ocean, yet wild on the surface, and calm on the inside. The Gaze, as if it could last longer then a day, as if it takes longer, then moments are meant to be. Like a tidlewave that doesn't stop, and as we stand into the see, where the waves break into the sands, and the waves don’t stop.

They push us forward

The gushing of water, that pushes us all the way upon the land, and beyond. Beyond the dunes, beyond the hotels, beyond the plains, through the forests. The look gazes further, tumbling my head. As I hold her. Gently,

as can be, cause so tender, meirly there because she decided so out of free will. Not even picking my hand, free as a bird. But her claws so sharp, that when she would fly away, I'd cut my hand. And so aswell, when my hold becomes to tight. A beautiful white dove, with feathers so beautiful, they resembled peace in countries. But so easily soothed, one stain, colours the entire bird.

I Cannot Control the flight of the birds, nor the change of weather, or the events in days... Viva aeternus
Cause tomorrow, they day that lies in the future, and we do not know. Where are choices are yet to be made, and where we can perhaps not choose to love... Tomorrow never dies,

But when so, And that choice might fade out...
I hope tomorrow never comes.

Frederik Kerling